Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
Back to school. school was rather rushing today. everyone was screaming and hugging. people were rushing to the canteen. haha damm funny weh.
I miss school though. it occupies my time,alot rather than being home doing nothing. haha. didnt get any papers except for bm. haha.im surprise, really surprise.
im so fed up with how things are going on. im too tired to actually think through this and say something about it, cause i know nothing can be undone.
but getting 'if havent notice, they're the new you'. is so unfair. and it hurts knowing. just so you know, i didnt want this as much as you thought i did kay.
i never exactly wanted to write all of this in my blog but i suppose you should know. i was scared and so insecure. you should have known better than making me feel so bad about it that i couldnt talk to you about it.
it wasnt easy kay, i just wasnt. but i didnt have the option of telling you, you made feel so pushed away the moment i wanted to say something. it felt as if you were judging me. i hope you know how much it hurt to feel this way.
never ever doubt how much i wanted all this to work. babe, i miss you.
